I was just thinking about the road ahead, all of the plans I have going right now. Then I thought about actually getting to the end of the tunnel... being done with medschool and starting residency. What if I hurt someone? What if I can't handle the pressure? What's worse is that I'm not really concerned. I've got to get through all of this other crap before I even get there.

But still, what if I do do harm?

Trying

This year... it's starting off quite slow. I'm not sure if I like it much. Procrastination has kicked in full force, and I can only seem to read online.

What do I read? Gay stuff mostly. yourdailylesbianmoment.blogspot.com has been good to me lately.

Also... my lifeline: www.sparknotes.com. That's some awesome stuff right there. Can you believe that I've never read an entire book? Well, it's never ever happened. I've got some serious ADD when it comes to that stuff.

And what is it with girls? They're so fucking confusing, using, and maybe sneaky. Trust isn't flowing like wine these days. One minute they're in, the next they're out. I can't deal with the mindfucks anymore. Just can't. I'm tired.