Reflection.

A cleanse. A cleanse can be good. I want to cleanse my mind, body, and soul. There's a problem that I have... it's called self-destruction.

Really, I'm not quite sure why I do it. It's odd really. If I feel so utterly terrible after I've gone on a binge, then why do I do it? Is it an addiction to food/sugar? I think it's a hate for myself. Soon, I need to take care of that.